| to much shit on my mind :(. not a good couple of weeks will update later. for now im going to attempt to get some sleep  |
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| Cant sleep GRRR!! well thought since i couldnt sleep id finally update again.!! :). ive lost a lot of weight :) i started portioning my meals while still eating 3 meals a day. not that i ate a ton to begin with but the smaller amout makes me feel better about eating i guess. anyways its helping...im still eating and losing weight :). other than that not to much goin camping next weekend that shud be fun if the weather hold out to be nice ..glad we didnt go this weekend as we had planned cuz it rained today. well im goin to attempt to go to sleep...night night |
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| wow so once again im really bad at updating!!! This month has been soo soo crazy. I have gotten a new critter to add to the family....its a lil map turtle named ziggy :). hes so cute....now my other turtle has a friend. well life turned on me once again :(....but the past week things have been looking up and i feel great!! feel like i am finally getting somewhere. i made a deal with my bf to try to stop obsessing over the weight thing. the vacation helped...and we have now gone camping twice!! i love it ...we hiked around the trails alot which i love cuz i feel good at the end of the day. :). i am going to start looking for another job soon i think. im so not used to this i absoluttly LOVEEEEEE being happy :).... i know that sounds dumb *shouldnt everyone know how to be happy?* but this is the first time in a really really long time im pretty much care free and totaly happy with everything in life :). i mean yes there is always the worry will we be able to pay all our bills, blah blah blah. but i have relaxed a lil haha. even my bf has seen a difference and says im just "beaming" hes happy to see it. well i have rambled on and on about nothing so im goin to go. gonna clean the bathroom YIPPI :) lol ok a lil sarcasm :P.
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| well the vacation was great!!! lots of time to relax....go hiking in the mountains, swim and all sortsa fun stuff!! the view from the mountains is just sooo amazing i would LOVE to move there....my dog loved it to he ran around like crazy just not sure what to do. We got back home a couple nights ago... been catching up on laundry n all that "coming home from vacation stuff" . the cats are very happy to see up...wont leave us alone LOL. the only bad thing about vacation was i feel like ive gained a ton of weight.....THERE WAS NOO SCALE....i was so lost. the bf said it was good for me to get away from the habbitual checking 5 times a day my weight. i must say it did get easier as the days went by...maybe cuz i knew there wasnt one there? needless to say as soon as we got home he RAN like a mad man into the bathroom and took the scale LOL. he says to try it for a while....i agreed. but i told him he has to let me at least do it once or twice a week...he agreed. i am going to try n post some pics from the vacation...omg i toook so many!!
well time for bed
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| Well im leaving tomarrow for colorado for a week!!! My neighbor is watching all the animals for us :). im hoping this is the break i need!! been so dam busy just stressin myself out with it :(. well i will talk to u all in a week or so!!1
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